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Friday, October 15, 2010

alhamdulillah

Hari ini gue spesial mau nge-post bahasa Indonesia. Karena??? Gue galau bingung dan lagi kangen Indonesia.

Galau karena...
Karena gue gatau tujuan hidup kita tuh apaan. Pernah gak sih ngerasa hidup ini begitu gak berarti? Pernah gak mikir kita hidup di dunia cuman buat makan, tidur, kerja, punya anak, mati? Nah itu dia yang gue rasain. Tapi gue punya jawaban buat itu. Jawabannya adalah karena gue PUNYA agama. Dan itu Islam. Dan dalam Islam kita gak cuma hidup di dunia, kerja susah payah dan mati gitu aja. Kita PERCAYA akan ada hari kiamat, dan semua kebaikan dan keburukan kita dihitung dan dibalas diakhirat. Ini bukan sekedar ceramah. Ini jawaban. Gue sangat prihatin sama masalah ini. Disini, di tempat gue tinggal sekarang, banyak orang yang gak religius, atheis, gak beragama. Dan mereka memang ngaku sendiri gak beragama. Tapi sebenernya apa si yang ada dalam pikiran mereka? Kalo atheis sudah pasti mereka gak percaya bahwa semua perbuatan di dunia ini akan dibalas nantinya kan? Kenapa ampe peduli ke sekolah kalo toh nantinya cuman bakal mati? mungkin itu kenapa gue gak bisa bener bener cocok disini. Bukannya gue gak suka disini, tapi ada batas dimana gue gak bisa lewatin. Karena itu gue mau luapin semua rasa syukur gue disini.

Alhamdulillah aku masi hidup
Alhamdulillah aku masi Islam
Alhamdulillah aku masi solat 5 waktu
Alhamdulillah aku masi belum lupa Allah
Alhamdulillah aku masi belum lupa tujuan hidup
Alhamdulillah aku punya mimpi
Alhamdulillah aku punya keluarga yang menyayangiku
Alhamdulillah aku bangga menjadi orang Indonesia
Alhamdulillah aku masi ingat PAY
Alhamdulillah aku masi sehat wal afiat
Alhamdulillah aku punya sahabat walau terpisah jarak
Alhamdulillah aku....
Gak bakal bisa gue tulis semua rasa syukur gue di sebuah postingan blog kecil ini. Pokoknya Alhamdulillah atas semua yang telah Kau berikan baik ataupun buruk.

Nah kalo gue bingung karena...

Gue bosen dan gatau harus ngapain, jadi ya gue bikin bikin ini aja


Should I make this my new Blog Header?






Or should it be this one???

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

regrets

olamolahola readers

yeah just some random hi from me which isn't really that important. Anyway! I have regrets. Let me start off today in the morning.
i woke up pretty early. I read several pages of "oryx and crake" pretty awesome book i might say. took to tunnelbana to school as usual. what's unusual though is that when i reach masmo i realized... i forgot my usb. and in it is the draft of miss kungsholmen program me mark and utku was arranging. fortunately my father is there for me. i waited at varberg for the usb my father will bring.
skipping to the school. i got pretty good score on my geo test. follow the lessons as usual. having lunch then. attend lesson for english and then.... this is why i have regrets.

instead of swedish we have this lecture about time management skills. and to tell you the truth, MY time management is so FUCKED UP! I have no time mangaement AT ALL! I'll have to start this right here right now!

To help me do that i think i'll have to put this big board in my room. and i'll just write what i HAVE to do. and when i'm done i'll erase it. my objective is simple... KEEP THE BOARD CLEAN!!! yup. that is it. pretty good eh? the problem is. I have no board -,-

Yeah that pretty much what hapenned to me today.

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Monday, October 11, 2010

Poles student exchange

Note : I wrote this at 12 midnight 6 October 2010. I could've posted this that very moment, but I was really tired so I just made a draft bout it. Besides we had to go to school at 8.20 tomorrow.

Ok let us start from the morning. So this morning... hmmm,... no actually I'll just skip to the afternoon. I'm still gonna write much about this day too though. So yeah we waited for the poles for like... forever. I'm not even joking. They never actually came I just thought that they missed the bus. or even the plane!. Seriously I just wanted to leave a note saying if you're Andrew and you're polish, come to this address or something.

But yeah finally they made it at like 3. Actually I should've said WE made it waiting for them instead of them making it to the station. So I'm with Andrew. First impression? He's tall. And helooks like the kind of guy who got wasted a lot. But you know how "first impression isn't always right" yeah? Well fortunately this time, I was right.

hhh... (that should've sounded like a dissapointing sigh or something)

Yeah we went home to leave his stuff at my place and planned to meet up with the others in centralen.

(OMG seriously I have no more energy to write stuff but I'm pushing myself while it's fresh in my mind)

We actually talked a lot about each other. And from those I realized... we don't actually have the same interest at anything -_- e.g. : me like music, play guitar and keyboard and  he doesn't. he likes smoking, and being drunk me totally doesn't. See the difference? Obvious I guess. As we arrived in Centralen... he just left, talk with his friend and basically he just DITCH me. I was expecting him to like introduce me to his friend cause that way then I get to know more of them. But NO he didn't. Well, whatever I can still take that actually I'm just a bit over I guess. But this, is still nothing compared to me later on.

So I just talked with my friends and a bit of the other "good" polish student. We went to Kungshållen to eat dinner. And yeah we got along pretty well with the other "good" polish student, and to tell you the truth, Andrew isn't one of them. He was smoking, and me no likey smokers. Worse thing? I heard he went high with weed or smthn. OMG please put me out of my misery.

Day 2
Should I even tell this? Whatever no one would read it anyways. Today 8.20 starts class and we're late. Obviously. Actually I kinda forget what happened. So yeah the bottom line is The more I spent time with this guy the more my hatred grows towards smokers and alcoholics. Especially him. No words can describe his disrespectfulness towards me and my family. I'm stopping here as I don't really care anymore

"What had pass just leave it in the past, nothing we can do"
Actually I feel smarter by saying that. Tomorrow's gonna be a new day!!!

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

it's today

Ola readers!
How're you? well today is the birthday of PAY!!! In case you don't know PAY is an organisation i joined in my previous school. And trust me, you learn a lot of things where you can't get anywhere in the world in that PAY. now PAY is like my second family, although yeah distances keeps us apart. and guess what? today is it's 25th birthday! SILVER birth day! yohooo! keep up the good work guys!

Anyways I made a present for them and it is...

Yeah it took sometime to make it. but it's worth it. Anyway today this morning my mood is boosted by a single text by... well you know..., her :P

Blogger wouldn't let me put large picture in my post. so if you want to see the picture in original size just click on it.

And so I begin this day with a huge step. Well maybe to huge as I actually fell from the stair in my house. Ok well not just that stair. I also fell from my bed as I went to get some midnight snack. You can't call it the same day actually since it's midnight :P And finally I fell from the school's stair XD god i love this day! -,-

Since today was an ordinary shitty day I'm not gonna talk about it much. But I think I'm gonna talk about tomorrow. Well I'm not trying to be some magician or fortune teller or etc. It's just that there's gonna be a polish student exchange tomorrow. So the "poles" will come and homestay at the student's house for like around 4 days. And yeah I am hosting one. His name is Andreash I guess (yeah, the "SSH" sound in the end is necessary). I'm actually pretty excited bout this. Excited in meeting new friends that is. But yeah this is somehow i guess gonna be awkward. cause they'll actually STAY at your house. And meet your parents? tell me what could be worse -_-

Well I guess that's it for today from me. Wish me luck on the student exchange tomorrow! :D:D:D:D:D

Saturday, October 2, 2010

a big saturday adventure

 Right.
So today me and my family are planning to go to Ekero where the Chinese castle and the Queen's Castle are located. and off we go!
But no we don't go by bus. It's just one of the random photo I took from inside the car. Looking at it I kinda like it so yeah I put it as the first pic in this post. Cool eh???
 Off we go then. To go to Ekero we have to cross a lake and to cross the lake we've got to board the ferry. Which doesn't really look like one oddly enough -__-
 We took some pictures on the ferry as it was moving. Well maybe not some but a lot. And yeah it took some time for the ferry to arrive at it's harbor in the other side of the lake. As I'm waiting I kinda get bored, so I experimented with my camera. I took a photo with a long shutter speed and a large aperture value to balance it up. The result is stunning. The water looks kinda like "flowing" love it :)
 As we reached the other side of the lake I saw this extraordinary sight. A boat is tumbled over by the side of the lake! Well of course it was just a tourist attraction but still it caught my attention. And It's a cool thing to see too.
We then throttle our way to the museum
 Near the entrance of the parking lot, there's this tree that looks awesome at the right moment. So I took some photo for it. Notice how those beautiful leaves fell. It's so freaking cool. Well maybe you can't see it really but guys, trust me, I wish you're there to see this!

 And this yellowish pretty tree is near the entrance to the chinese castle. It's sooo awesome right? And the one on the left? I named the photo "Spirit of the fallen" because although it's autumn and all the leaves are falling and all. A bud of beautiful flower still has the will to grow. Seriously today was so awesome I'm not even halfway through my day yet. So keep reading guys. There's a bunch of pic you'll have to see too ^.^


 This one on the left is usually a park where people play and all. But now with all the leaves falling looks like not many people are there to play in the park. Good for me though cause I can take a lot of photos ^.^
 My parents :')
 My lovely sister :)
 My family. We were just playing with the leaves in this park. Spent some time playing and it's sooo much fun! ^_^
 Then we went to the souvenir shop. We went around the shop and discover a stair that leads to.... a costume dressing room!!! And yeah it was so cool! Everything from swords helmets robes skirts and even the royal crowns! We tried on many clothes. But I like this one. They say it's a clothe for the friends of the prince. Cool, eh?
 I was just fooling around on this one :P What do you think? Pretty nice right?
 And finally we went to the Queen's castle. Yup. This is it. It's actually pretty HUGE if you're there to witness it yourself. After that though we decided to look some place to eat cause we realize it's 3 already. Time goes by too fast as we had fun :P

As we look for some place to eat we found this beautiful apple farm. So we stopped by to see. And yeah it's not just an apple farm. But there's also horses! So we finally get something to eat in an Indian Restaurant Khusboo. Yeah and that's it for the day. But then when I came home, turn on the computer, and get online my msn messenger shows someone is online. Someone so beautiful and important in my life. It's Wirda! Wow I was so excited and I greeted her. Yeah and we chatted a lot. She told me that she was waiting for me. And I was like feeling so sorry bout that. Well back to my day. I missed a story or two about today though. First is the antique car show near the castle. And the other one is shopping in XXL in Broma. Yeay I've got a scarf! hahaha. Well that's it for today. See ya tomorrow, Bye!

Friday, October 1, 2010

ya kayaknya gak perlu judul buat yang ini. dan posting selanjutnya, since this is a journal.

today i woke up at like 6.30 which is either early nor late. early in a sense of this is sooo early to wake up and late in realizing it's school day. well this is actually nothing compared to me "before" i went here. back then in indonesia i woke up 4 every morning -___-

today's just an ordinary school day. have fun doing NOTHING in physics, answering several RIDICULOUS questions in TOK, having a HUGE boring break while others are having history, yawns around 500 times in math standard and finally do some fun stuff in art. Yeah well the things that are interesting though is that I played pingpong (ok lan it's table tennis -__-) with michael and solomon. having so much fun there although i'm the one who's talking a lot by myself but still it is fun. then i mentioned we have the fun thing on art right? yeah it was this project that's so cool. we are x-raying a picture of statue of david. i haven't done much but i'm so excited! :)

while that's school day. the things i did in school. what i did at home is so fun, sad (but this is a happy sad, not the depressed sad). i was video calling with her. yeah you know who i meant by her. it's Wirdashari Kaspandani. yup she talked a lot about how she's doing there and all. well yeah you know how hard it is having some kind of "long distance relationship". although somehow we're not officially in some kind of that relationship but yeah we're quite close. and yup we've got many connection problem -__- but anyway she talked about cheerleader, paskib too. everything. and so am i.








I miss you so bad :(

Thursday, September 30, 2010

revenge

right so today is kinda my type of day,
first of all i start at 9.50 today! Yeaaaay! which really that is the time when i start school on thursdays and isn't really a big deal but whatever i felt i just have to make all the fuss with it
second of all, today's green line is messed up! haha take that for the ones that said red lines are lame for yesterday red lines are the one who's messed up.
third, i have only two subjects todaaay. and i love both of 'em. we're on an art project today and it's this collage of the statue of david.
hmmm what else have i got today... oh yeah i almost forgot about the history tests everyone is concerned about. haha it was sooooo fun watching everyone so frustated about it. and i would just walk away in triumph without even bother to worry about it.
and that's pretty much of it.

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

today

Hey blog.
From today on I made this blog as my journal where I post the things everything I did the day I posted. And hopefully I'll post everyday.
Why??? Well it's for CAS! Well anyway whatevaaa :P

So today I woke up at like 8 today. pretty late yes BUT! It's because I start late too today so yeah it works. What I don't know though that the F*CKING Tunnelbana for the red line IS NOT working. With my limited swedish I tried to ask what happen. Here's one of the awkward conv I had:

Me:Excuse me what hapenned?
Random tunelbana lady (RTL): Vi har ingen tunelbana
Me: Kan du prata engelska?
RTL: Nej. Svenska
Me: *shit wth should i say? -__-* uhm. jag vill gora till fridhemsplan. hur gora dar?
RTL: %"()=¤"!!#¤%¤/¤/)¤(#()@{€$@{€@ bussar
Me: which one? number? 123? 345?
RTL : ingen nummer. (¤/(#/(£@£[£€£$@$
Me: wth -___- ok tack

Ok after that i just walk away to the bus station. with my awesome iphone i checked the stations.... and.... i ride 5 buses, stopped at around 26 stops till i finally arrived at fridhemsplans. and more surprisingly i am NOT late. OOOHH YEEEAAAH! after a long shitty wednesday; wednesdays are always long for me -__-; me and some friends went to mcdonalds to CHILL out dude. actually i planned on going to the zambia group with benjohn but whatever we can do it later. and guess what i get in mcdonalds... chilicheesetops! god it's sooo goood. and one cheeseburger and the cool thing is.. i don't pay any money for those. LITERALLY!! why? cause i'm being such a slave going back and forth the counter just to take everyone's food. but then again it's even better than paying hehehe.

Well i guess that's it for me today. BYE! :D

P.S.: While this blog is my new journal or diary for CAS I'm going to make another blog. haven't think of the theme or stuff but I will make it awesome. just wait :D

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

bingung mau nulis apaan

hai... liat judul

ya dan gue bingung mau nlis apaan tapi gue pengen aja.
haha yes this is just a random post.
just to show im still active in blogging

bye.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

It's time

Boom here I come. Heya guys. Apha Khabarrr???

Today 12th of July, besides i'm fuckin dissapointed by VOC (Vereniingde Oost Indische)'s performance in world cup against Spain. I'm also dissapointed in myself. In these holidays I... have nothing to do. I just stay home... watch tv... and just nothing else. What the heck? I even lose contact with my besties because of my shitty Internet connection. All these times I should've been DOING something USEFUL instead of FOOLING around like a DUMB guy. I want to change, yet I don't want. I feel I can do it yet I can't. I feel it's so close yet it's far. And a wall from my... BEST OF THE BEST OF THE BEST OF THE BEST FRIEND

Riena Juliannisa Surayuda

Which says. dit, gue butuh lo, kita lose contact...

JENG JENG!!! What've I done? all these time I've no effort on contacting those I love and love me. damn I need to change. I NEED to change. to be honest now my weight even raised. 60... SHIT! Now, to change my BORING holidays, the first thing I'll do is

1. Text my besties Riena
2. Hunt some more so when my In ternet's fixed I'll be ready to upload them and people will go "WOW"
3. memikirkan Paskibraka Swedia yang beranggotakan sangat minim. Gue harus kontak sama sahabat gue catur nabilla atau kaka kaka kelas gue
4. bikin formasi pengibaran
5.study some math, physics, chem. and read some books from english lessons

And that's it. simple five pointers eh? NO!!! It's fucking hard although I know I can do it... So, WISMILAK TEMAN!

Thursday, July 8, 2010

bete

ya bloggers whatever. gue lagi bete abis sekarang. pokoknya tiap hari gue ngerasa bener2 sendirian lah. walaupun tiap hari juga hari hari gue berbeda. gue gatau kenapa. mungkin gara gara INTERNET RUMAH GUE RUSAAAAK! dan membutuhkan 1 bulan untuk dibenerin. how stupid is that? gue ngeblog ini juga cuma sebentar pake mobile broadband. but it's totally not as fun as whem i'm talking (writing) to you now. setidaknya sahabat terbaik gue Riena Juliannisa Surayuda sms gue. hehehe. senangnya. dan setelah ngeliat ternyata ada Ghina Soraya Putri dan Mutiara Sati yang nge chat di blog.

Sometimes I just feel my life beautiful... yet ruined

Monday, June 28, 2010

Back!

High-Low!!!!

Now Im back from my trip! And Hell yeah! It was AMAZING!
Lemme just describe it for ya then!

First at around 8 o'clock in the morning, It was Friday. (I think :p). Yeah whtaever. we went to Osloooo! It\s Norway! Stockholm to Oslo trip takes about 3 hours. Oh yeah I forgot to mention it's by car. And we went by car. Why 3 hours? because along the way we stopped at nearly all stops to pee and stuff. Yeah that is just hillarious. keep on laughing -_-

Anyway we arrived there and take some photos and stuff. However with every bit of happiness there should come bitterness. So here is our bitterness in Oslo. Dad is lost. ???? Yes he is lost. we planned to rendezvouz somewhere while he park the car. BUT!!! He can\t find his way -___- So our departure to Goteborg is delayed around.... 2 hours. Very sad indeed. and along the way we are just entertained by the angry mocking swearing mouth of my mom.

Arriving at goteborg at about 9 p.m. And we're all tired. So we go straight to Ibis hotel. Which address is input in the gps. I input it. And it's the wrong address.... Just when my mom's mouth is shut. It opened again... Finallya fter long hours of searching we've finally found "it". And we're all tired and went to bed at 11.

Waking up at....8 we went to breakfast and get ready to go to COPENHAGEN. Yes It's Denmark. So our Summer Trip actually covers 3 countries. A hell of a trip. Let's just fast forward. blablablabla back to stockholm. I'm tired everyone. I'm terribly sorry. Besides there's a direct message from twitter from her that ruined my day. so yeah. see ya! And photos will arrive soon enough

Friday, June 25, 2010

Green Summer Trip

Night Bloggers Blogwalkers Blogreaders!

Today me and my beloved family planned a Summer Trip! And hell yeah it's going to be AWESOME!!!

We're going to Gotheborg. And in Goteborg we are making it our basecamp! Basecamp? WTH? What I meant was we're going to stay the hotel there. And we'll continue our trip aroung Oslo and somewhere else around and back to the hotel. So yes It's a basecamp.

What I want to tell you is not our trip anyways. It's my costume ^_^
Guess what. All of my clothes are going to be green themed. Hahaha. Even my Underwear is going to be green. Oooops! <---- Secret Revealed.

Even now I'm thinking about changing my blog colorscheme to green ^___^ 

So guys wish me luck on my vacation!

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Jenuh

Tik... tik... tik...
Seorang bocah mendengar detak jarum jam di kamarnya yang sunyi
Matanya hampa melihat keluar jendela
Pikirannya melayang entah kemana

Tik... tik... tik...
Seorang anak mendengar tetesan air jatuh dari wastafel kamar mandinya
Kakinya melangkah ke sumber yang sejenak memecah kesunyian
Hanya untuk menambah kesunyian

Tik... tik... tik...
Seorang lelaki mengetik tuts keyboard di atas meja belajarnya
Jarinya mentransfer semua kejenuhan, kebosanan dan kehampaannya
Dalam sebuah puisi yang akan di-post di blognya...

Adhitya Prayoga
24 Juni, 2010
Stockholm

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Mariefred Trip

Hello Bloggers, Blogwalkers!

It's a brand new day for me. And of course a new refreshing trip!

Today me and my family went to Mariefred. Setelah banyak menimbang, let's just say It is an old beautiful and toy city. Why toy city? Because the buildings there are so cuuute!

However we're not going to talk about those lovely buildings, we're going to talk about the main attractions there guys. It's the Train! It's an old steam train departing from Marifred to some place 30 km away. Going through landscapes and lakes and rivers and the best.... GRIPHOLMS CASTLE. Tell you one word... It's BEAUTIFUL!

Mariefred is around 50 km away from Stockholm. And we went there by car.

As soon as we reach our destination we buy a family ticket which cost 150 kronors although the actual price if we don't buy family ticket is around double that price. Indonesia kan emang suka nyari untung ^_^

The train looks like this

Notice the train has NO heads? Well hear it comes

Tiket yang lucu itu dicek sama mas masinis tinggi dan... ganteng. hahaha.

Dan ini gambar kereta yang sedang berjalan yang gue dan Canny ambil. Pretty cool eh?
After that we went back by train also. There's many stories here but yeah, you know me guys. I'm a hell of a lazy person. So I'm sorry for my laziness :P

Monday, June 21, 2010

simplequestion

Have you guys ever wonder these simple question that always came to your mind but then you just abandon it? Well maybe you'll get what I'm talking about once you look at the questions I mentioned below

  • If the liitle 'black box' is strong it can resist an impact. Why wouldn't the entire airplane made up of that substance?
  • What color would a charmeleon be if it were to be inside a box of mirrors? Shouldn't it be ITS 'original' color?
  • Why is the shape of a rainbow a bow? I know why it reflects color but why should it be a bow shape?
  • Why does a mirror reflects what's right to left but not what's up to down?
  • Can a mute people burp? If they can wouldn't they be not mute?
  • If the numbers on the calculator went from down to up. Why are numbers on the phones went from up to down?
Well anyways those are the question I made up myself and of course I just abandon it... You know any answers to those?

When a Princess meet a Gym Personal Trainer

Hellooooo!
That's my big hello for you guys. you know what this entry is originally published yesterday but because of bloggers error i re-post it.
Anyways yesterday i came to the wedding ceremony. THE wedding ceremony. Why type 'THE' so large? Why? Cause it IS 'THE' wedding ceremony. It is the wedding of Princess Victoria blablabla and (Prince) Daniel blablabla. I don't know their full name.

Jadi sebelum kedua sejoli itu menikah a.k.a. married a.k.a. kawin a.k.a. dipersatukan dengan ikatan cinta yang akan mengikat dua sejoli ini bersama selamanya (amin) ada show show gitu di jalan. Salah satunya adalah PASKIBRA SWEDIA!!!!



Yah mereka m
enang kostum doang choooy! PAY LEBIH MANTEP DERAP, POSTUR DAN KEDISIPLINANNYA!

Setelah Paskib swedia ada lagi yang paling gue tunggu2. BAGI BAGI COKLAAAAAT! Uhuuuuu! I REALLY LOVE IT! Mana orang yang ngasi tinggi tinggi lagi lucu banget sumpah.



Bener kuaaan? Pada tinggi tinggi... pssst dan juga cantik. hahaha. tuh ade gue nyempil aja -__-

Nah tiba saat yang nyebelin. Jadi karena ini wedding diliput berbagai negara, pasti banyak wartawan yang dateng kan? nah alat utama wartawan apa? YA! KAMERA! Sumpah kamera kamera mereka bikin
mupeng abieees.



Ma, kapan aku dibeliin gituan???? :'(

So It was fu*kin crowded so i just take one photo of them when they pass by me. Embarassing yes, but that's the truth. You see, gue desek desekan ama bule2 swedia yang gede dan lo sendiri tau gue kayak apa... -___- KONTET DETECTED! Dan inilah satu2nya foto yang berhasil gue ambil...


Tapi tenang aja. Behind me there's a BIG HUMONGOUS screen yang ngasi tau kejadian2 di wedding ceremony itu. Jadiii... ya gue foto aja itu (gamau repot :P) Dan inilah Daniel dan Victoria


Daniel kayak Clark Kent di Superman ya? hahaha. Dan ada juga foto bajunya Victoria


Gokil panjang banget ya? Kalo gue yang megangin roknya itu gue liat dalemnya :P hehehe

Anyways that's that guys. And today... LOVE IS IN THE AIR!!!



I'm signing off coz i'm tired


What do you think you're looking at girl? -__-

Friday, June 18, 2010

I'm just addicted

Hello again bloggers!

Ok I haven't blogged for years and today thrice??!!! Holy shit i must've been addicted to writing. And guess what! I honestly don't know what I'm going to write. But I just want to.

hear me? I JUST WANT TO WRITE!!! What the hell i'm a little crazy nowadays since that "thing" hapenned. I guess i have to say thanks because thanks to that "thing" I now have the desperate desire to write even more shitty stuff in my mind.

Yes I have bunch of things in my mind I want to write. But to transfer them through my veins, nerves and artery from my brain to my hands and finally type it... IT'S A CHALLENGE GUYS! Writing is never easy. Especially for me -__-

Anyways I just want to type what's in my mind. I felt that there's something missing without blogging today. Thanks for reading, Bless your ass and PEACE OFF!!! hahaha

My new Playlist

Hello blogger! Udah berapa tahun ya gue gak ngeblog? hahaha. Yang penting sekarang gue pengen balik to Writingaddict. Yes that's the Swedish term fr adiccted to writing. No i'm kiddin I just made that up.

Anyway guys, related to kisah duka yang baru aja terjadi, gue mau berbaggi lagu lagu yang enak dan asik yang gue suka dan gue taro ke playlist gue yang gue kasi nama...... eng ing eng! Cheer Sad. The playlist is dedicated to those who are stuck with someone taht doesn't even CARE at all to you! Even though you care about them a lot! Sebaiknya nyadar nih yang gue maksud. Gokil gue frontal. Yeah well these are the list. It's old songs though :P

Pemain Cinta - Ada Band
Sadis - Afgan
Hujan pun Menangis - Anang
Separuh Jiwaku pergi - Anang
Jalanmu Bukan jalanku - Andra and The Backbone
Mimpi Yang Terbunuh - Andra and The Backbone
Selamat tinggal masa lalu - Andra and The BAckbone (Favorite)
Dua cincin - Hello
Biarkan Berlalu - Hello
Mantan Terindah - Kahitna
Bila Rasaku ini Rasamu - Kerispatih
Kisah Cintaku - Peterpan (well known as Peterporn)
Mungkin Nanti - Peterporn
Dan - Sheila On 7
Perih - Vierra
Symphony Cinta - Once (Favorite)
Terserah - Glenn Fredly
Salah - Cokelat
Bohong - Project Pop
Baiknya- Ada Band
Teruskanlah - Agnes Monica
Salah - Lobow
Menjaga Hati - Yovie n The Nuno
I will fly - Ten2five (Fav)
Single Happy - oppie (Fav)
Aku Bisa - Flanela
Dicintai tuk Disakiti - Ari

And my most favourite song of all is.... Always look on the bright side of life by Monty Python

And this is the lyric that made me realize how beautiful life is

Some things in life are bad
They can really make you mad
Other things just make you swear and curse.
When you're chewing on life's gristle
Don't grumble, give a whistle
And this'll help things turn out for the best...

And...always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the light side of life...

If life seems jolly rotten
There's something you've forgotten
And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing.
When you're feeling in the dumps
Don't be silly chumps
Just purse your lips and whistle - that's the thing.

And...always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the light side of life...

For life is quite absurd
And death's the final word
You must always face the curtain with a bow.
Forget about your sin - give the audience a grin
Enjoy it - it's your last chance anyhow.

So always look on the bright side of death
Just before you draw your terminal breath

Life's a piece of shit
When you look at it
Life's a laugh and death's a joke, it's true.
You'll see it's all a show
Keep 'em laughing as you go
Just remember that the last laugh is on you.

And always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the right side of life...
(Come on guys, cheer up!)
Always look on the bright side of life...
Always look on the bright side of life...
(Worse things happen at sea, you know.)
Always look on the bright side of life...
(I mean - what have you got to lose?)
(You know, you come from nothing - you're going back to nothing.
What have you lost? Nothing!)
Always look on the right side of life...

It was never as hurt

14 Juni 2010

Jepang vs. Kamerun. Pertandingan seru. Tentunya gue belain Jepang. Dan tentunya gue lagi seneng banget. Bukan hanya karena Jepang mencetak satu angka namun ini adalah H-1. Yes, Tomorrow is my Birthday. And it is going to be the SUCKIEST birthday in my life. And once again, YES... It is because of you... :'(

Pernahkah kalian menunggu? Selalu bersabar menunggu akan sebuah jawaban. Yang disaat menunggu harapan akan jawaban yang kita inginkan kian datang mendekat. Namun ternyata jawaban yang kita dapat sangat mengecewakan. Pernahkah kalian merasakan itu? If yes, then you know how miserable it is. And if not, you can't possibly imagine it.

Disaat tersenyum senang, melompat diatas meja, menyaksikan gol Jepang. Gue sambar laptop dengan maksud meng-update twitter dan facebook. Andai saat itu msn gue matiin. Andai gue gak pernah ngeset msn untuk atomatically log in. Andai gue appear offline. Andai saja gue gak pernah download msn. Semua ini ga bakal terjadi. Namun naas. Ini semua terjadi.

That conference chat occurred. Yes, from her and him. I knew what was going on. I knew what was their intention. Yet I burried my feelings deep inside and with an innocent chat i greeted them : "Belain mana? Jepang atau Kamerun?" Haha. Silly me. I type "Haha", ":)" but what i was really doing wasn't "Haha" or ":)". I was crying. It was then this chat that made me even more desperate to commit suicide... "Iya, kita jadian" and with a caps locked chat i replied "WAH SELAMAT YA!!!" and i went offline.

For those of you who THINK you can understand how i feel, please stop. Cause you won't possibly imagine it

Monday, May 31, 2010

New DSLR




Right! we start off with a picture! and that "thing is my cameraaaaa! oh yeah! my new camera! oh i'm so excited! well let's go with my first pictures i took with it!